isa’s prayer [i was] still [STILL] seein’ u, C [not again]








i’m forcing myself to remember,
that now is not forever
surely if i believe it enough,
there will be better
days, hours, minutes, seconds,
belonging to me, my loved ones, my lover




















if i’m lost and you ever want to find me, make sure you check Zanzibar
++you’ve been missed Boj++




if you knew how we got here
you’d scream like i did
breathing so i know my mind lives
dream or die? which?
i think i’m free then feel my heart beat
i look around and see my sorrows meet
i saw God and thought she was me
in me, she lives
she lives in me
if my art and the relationships i could share are to be my legacy
then i am content






GIVE ME 20 LINES
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia
the pendulum swings freely between reality and utopia



Kids
these
days



i just want to feel free
i am who i am
it’s a lot of everything
i found a soul in the sun
so i poured my heart out in the streets
where the dreams of those who look like me
came to be
make sure you spread the gospel


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colour and feel is inspired by carrie mae weems ‘coloured people’. initially i set out to investigate how monochromatic images can influence the way the viewer ‘reads’ the scene as well as the change in emotion, if any. the images from this experiment are both new and archived. this eventually spiralled into a messy journal of sorts with text, drawings, video and audio and currently functions as a way to know where my mind is now in a few years. page content, except a few embedded videos/tweets/memes, is original.
thanks to timothy yanick hunter’s www.trueandfunctional.com for the thought of using a website in this way.
(a preview of the growing archive, march 2020 - Eternity (will never be complete)





for these and the ones i do not remember